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Pastel Dystopia

by Toyboxes

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1.
I don't wanna be famous I don't wanna be a rockstar Really hoping that I don't go far, sub par Broken dreams and a broken heart I wanna be miserable Future's not discernable Dig me a matching hole Deeper deeper down we go Deeper down we go I don't wanna succeed I'll only succumb to the greed sit there and watch me change is impossible, see? Cause we all wanna be miserable CD on the turntable CD is not passable opinions are not factual they're not factual Please let me out Desert oasis Pouring drought I'm so sorry I disobeyed Please corporate master, I'll behave I wanna be miserable put me on the table pushing for scraps to get by my parents said this is the life this is the life check check bounce bounce return fees come pouring down the only remaining symbol of love discarded in a box frozen in the car I cannot watch
2.
Baby Be Mine 03:44
If you want it You gotta take it Go on and get it Make it yours, yours, yours If you need it Go on and say it Seize the moment And it's yours, yours, yours But baby, baby be mine Lately, your crazier than I If we want We can go and it, go and get it, go and get it No matter how it stops make sure you'll never forget it! If it's true If it's you Seize your youth Make it yours, yours, yours Now you're livin And really breathing And you can see That it yours, yours, yours But baby, baby be mine Lately we see eye to eye If you want We can go and get it, go and get it, go and get it No matter how it ends make sure you'll never forget it! Up and down In and out If you don't question You'll already know the pleasure Say the word Snap your finger Give me a scar that I can treasure So baby, baby be mine lately we see eye to eye; tie me down from time to time, baby be mine If you want We can go and get it, go and get it, go and get it No matter how it ends make sure you'll never forget it!
3.
Away Again 05:05
Cigarettes for breakfast Strange mix drink too I found it in the kitchen Tastes pretty damn good Memories of parties past Down it and I'm slippin Away again Split from friends Dissociate, don't feel As long as you're not sober, nothing is real My favorite person plays a part I get too attached Sad guitar starts strumming Through my confusion I grasp Hard to breathe, pain in my heart So now I'm running Away again Split from friends Drink and smoke, don't think If you go far enough you can end it all in a blink Drive far drive fast Are you okay to be on the road Engine overheats turn on the fan Around the bend we go Up in the air though And I can't Get away again People in white give me breakfast I don't know anyone here But in an easy chair I have no fear (I wanna go) Away again Back to my friends They're real, I swear I just don't remember where I come from
4.
Swimming holes and grandma's house Orange vanilla tea Brings back memories Of you And my doubts Supermarket deli counter display A bathroom, clean In the hospital for monitoring I'm scared I say Things I thought I forgot Flooding back, I guess not Nostalgic ideals Rose colored lenses shatter Don't want to feel Like anything ever mattered Red stains Joy and pain Tomato Tomorrow Never again Never again Flowers in the woods Breakfast wakes me up Empty plastic cup Gone now For good Those things I thought I forgot Gone again, and guess what Nostalgic ideals Rose colored glass on the floor Medicate more than meals Forget again, like before
5.
Starstruck 04:02
Maybe I can fake my way (Through) Another melody, like you'd play Everyone seems to know just what you'd say (but) You were gone before my day To see you play your guitar I always knew you could be a star Soundscapes might take you very far When I saw you it never seemed hard Starstruck All around I'm all fucked Hearing that sound The way you play, I'll sob and sway Scream and jump around again Paper crumpled Tropical Blend And you, with your fancy clothes and in the air your knows you know you really struck me with that pose but it's best if we let it go You're reaching out, I'm reaching in it brings me back round again you have such power and control to see you perform shakes my soul Starstruck All around I'm all fucked Hearing that sound The way you play, I'll sob and sway Scream and jump around again Paper crumpled Tropical Blend
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Chasing Home 01:48
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Street Witch 03:02
I may be a romantic But not about what makes me sick I may not be a perfect fit But for the time let's sit I don't wanna kill Any part of me for you Know that what I lack in skill I make up in volume I've got some magic in a bag Or foil wrap, if you're into that Cast a spell, like me On yourself, you'll see I may live a lie Pushing down who I am inside I don't know why Can't get out of my mind Dissociate every day With no spells to put the madness away STOP! STOP! I'd feel better dead Get the fuck out of my head On the corner, waiting for more Call out to who you're searching for I've got a special remedy I know, at least, it works for me So pass around a spell In a moment you'll be feeling well Cast enchantments every day I'm learning how to not slip away
8.
Switchblade Psychonaut You know you'd really better not But we both know what you want Some like it cold, some like it hot Chasing transcendence I've got my tendencies What's wrong with a little decadence And a lot of degeneracy? Sharp steel, the real deal Spring-loaded and plated in gold They say these things lose their appeal As we all grow old Chasing transcendence I've got my tendencies What's wrong with a little decadence And a lot of degeneracy? Blood pact over stolen tabs A hundred seeds --but none to plant Throw it in your magic bag Drink it slow, or you'll feel bad Chasing transcendence I've got my tendencies What's wrong with a little decadence And a lot of degeneracy? There's some things we deserve And others we can earn You can take my life from me I'll never learn Chasing transcendence I've got my tendencies What's wrong with a little decadence And a lot of degeneracy?
9.
It's time we get moody again I'm fed up with everything History don't repeat but it rhymes And ends the same way every time ***Shit's not okay, the world's broke But if we can share just one more toke And remember the days we were awoken Perhaps we wouldn't all feel so broken I know what's wrong, I understand But there's an infestation in my Homeland Xenophobes and religious freaks me Who all claim to know what's best for me It's not okay, the world's broke But if we can share just one more toke And remember the days we were awoken Perhaps we wouldn't all feel so broken Maybe this time something will stick If we could just help the sick Or initiate cultural shift Away from ever adrift It's not okay, the world's broke But if we can share just one more toke And remember the days we were awoken Perhaps we wouldn't all feel so broken Profits and prophets Should not be our concern People need to know They're worth more than what they earn It's not okay, the world's broke But if we can share just one more toke And remember the days we were awoken Perhaps we wouldn't all feel so broken
10.
Puppet on a global stage Disregarding the day and age Pushing our allies away Putting citizens in harm's way Destroy the media Disarm the press I'm your only source For alternative facts There's no executive order I can sign to save the border Children cry because of me The boogie man separating families Kill the poor Defund the ill Destroy the world From Capitol Hill We all know I'll never go to jail Pardon myself or just post my bail I'll get away and be just fine I'll appoint my own judge in time Burn the earth Strangle and pollute If that doesn't work We've got the nukes Make America fake again Make America hate again Make America great again Let's behead the fucking king again
11.
Dead & Gone 05:45
You're dead and gone They've corrupted you Destroyed my little one Who are you now And where are you going Don't you want me around Maybe, maybe you just never really knew me all that well I'm sorry this is the way I decided you I'd tell I always did my best to be happy But it's best if I have a say Now I have and this is how I'll live my life You're scaring me now You don't even hug the same What do you mean that you're changing your name isn't is all the same? Maybe, maybe you just never really knew me all that well I'm sorry this is the way I decided you I'd tell I always did my best to be happy But it's best if I have a say Now I have and this and this how I'll live my life Dead and gone Dead and gone Never was your son Dead and gone I bought you this, isn't it your favorite? I miss you; I'm desperate Please remember I'll always love you It's just that I don't Maybe, maybe you just never really knew me all that well I'm sorry this is the way I decided you I'd tell I always did my best to be happy But it's best if I have a say In the way I live my life Dead and gone Dead and gone Never was a son to anyone Dead and gone

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Rock, punk, grunge, experimental noise, gay, trans. šŸ¤·

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released December 21, 2019

Drums on Baby Be Mine, Prophet Margins, Bring Back The Guillotine, and Dead & Gone by Ben Schlueter

Cello on Dead & Gone by Tim Mutschlecner

Guitars, Bass, Vocals, Keys, Hand Percussion, Drums, Production, Mixing, and Mastering by Jayne Dreams

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Toyboxes Green Bay, Wisconsin

Toyboxes is a punk band from Wisconsin, members are Jayne Dreams (guitars, vox), Niki Poliak (bass, tenor guitar, vox), and Evelyn (Drums)

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